One of the archetypes of deadly embrace that wants dissolving at the moment is the Guru / Disciple paradigm. This dissolution has been happening since the summer of 2011, and is completing as we transition through the Solstice window. 2018 has been a year of “Don’t Give Up Before The Miracle.” And, of knowing what to give up for the miraculous to occur.
When I was still an IT consultant, I had to tell someone I had been in business acquaintance with for many years that one of his contractors was being accused of sexual harassment. It was not the easiest conversation I’ve ever had, especially because the woman in question, the accuser, was a lying, manipulating little… well, you get the point. It wasn’t true. So, I told my ‘friend’ the whole truth as I perceived it because he was going to have to know. His first response, other than ‘wow’, was “I don’t know how to process that.”
I had been doing egoic dissolution processing for many years at that point. I heard him use the word, knowing he meant something quite different by ‘process’. He meant that he was trying to wrap his mind around the information. He meant he was going to try to suss this out, to bring it to some kind of understanding. This is NOT what dissolution processing is about nor what it means.
Whose Life is it Anyway?
No one else has any right,
nor should they have any invitation,
to tell you how to live your life,
expect you to live their version of ‘your life’
or for you to make their life better
in any way, shape or form.
When anyone, and I mean ANYONE, tells you that their happiness depends on you, that is emotional blackmail. This person is a vampire. Empaths attract vampires because empaths believe everyone is as heart-centred as they are,
and that everyone can change if loved enough.
Here endeth the lesson. Now we can talk about the interesting stuff, ok?
What do you want to know about BEING AWAKE?
SHE saves her best answers just for you.
Moving into higher and higher frequencies of vibration, having more and more perspective into how worlds are created and how life works... getting to go on mystical immersion journeys, openly conversing with all other creature beings, animal, vegetable, mineral, and magical, and meditating so that the light streams through me and also into everything and everyone around me... What could be more fun than that?
Some say the price for this kind of life is not being able to do things in the world the way that muggles do. Have you ever been able to successfully negotiate that and not have it be even a little bit toxic to you? Is it ok to poison yourself so you can say you had 'muggle fun'? Might there be another way to enjoy this world?
In yesterday's gathering, we chatted about field to field interactions and how we, in our semi-individuated fields, constantly interact with the fields of others, our immediate living and working environments, our countries, our continents and Gaia herself.
Our instinctive knowing of this fact is what makes us nervous around those with greater bandwidth than ourselves. For example, I used to sort of freeze and go into mindfullness paranoia around Rama, my Mystery School teacher. He could read my thoughts, my feelings, and my vibrational state, for heaven's sake! I was toast. Or so I thought. He used to laugh a lot when I was around.
I live my life between the worlds. Ask any dragon. They'll validate the fact. I suppose that's why they sometimes ask me to hold space, like an acupuncture needle, when the doorways they guard are shifting. Faerie does the same, though the request comes differently.
Then, there are confluences, flux nexxi, where worlds collide. I recently visited such a configuration. In this world, in earth-speak, we would call it a place. This is not a place. It exists outside of time and of timelessness. In this location, two worlds actually did collide. Long, long ago. Eons, most likely, along timelines so far outside of earthlike understanding that you will have to feel it rather than read words about it to understand.
In 2008, Gaia began a 16-year period of reconstruction. So did I, as it happens. I hadn’t understood the ‘what’ of this happening until today. Funny, that. HER timing is always impeccable! The Cailleach Béara, re-introduced Herself to me and to Her and Our parts in collaboratively establishing the foundations of new experiences of reality on this world. When we observe, rather than react to, a reality, using our INTENT, we change it!
As a sensitive, you need to live differently than most. That is simply the way of it. If you try to live the way most people do, it will kill you if you're fortunate, subject you to a long process of torture if you're unfortunate. The way that goes does not depend on any kind of luck or karma but on you.
OR you could surrender into your true nature and muscle up. That, like most things, is not what you'd THINK.
The Gemini new moon is a few hours from now. Time to set intentions based on INTENT.
What is the difference? Intent is a function of Will and Intuition. It is the drawn bow and the arrow. Intentions are our hearts' yearnings. We typically make the mistake of focusing them on the future out of a sense of lack in the present. The way to have intentions manifest quickly and gracefully is with intent.
No one is as enlightened as they think they are. The mind plays lots of tricks. There are infinite traps. The evolution of consciousness is, as the saying goes, a journey, not a destination. There is no graduation, no laurel wreath, no trophy, no trumpets, no fanfare. Just when we think we have arrived, pretty much anywhere, the Infinite yanks that magic carpet from beneath us so that our lenses of perception can open to more Presence.
"Whatever you can do to continue clearing the past and realigning the future is most helpful right now." ~Powerpath Shamanism, Lena Stevens, for the full moon at 13:19 PM GMT today.
I would reverse the order of the quoted statement. Focus on aligning the future with your emerging values. Values that have been challenged, perhaps put through various wringers lately as they shake off old constraints.
I have begun this next missive to all of you several times. Each time something new wants to move through. Perhaps this is because each of you is at a unique place in your evolution just now and different pieces are needed. Perhaps it is the nature of the present downloads. Whatever the reason. the Infinite has, instead, a gift for you.
As I have been chronicling on my Medium channel, I am in the midst of a re-invention adventure. I had no idea what Source had in store at this time, nor do any of us. I find it helps to have that understanding. It helps to take each day as it comes, not in passive acceptance or resistance, but as an opportunity to see what new light codes are downloading, activating and disseminating.
I'm not sure why I'm writing about this just now, other than when everyone's core issues are up, it feels like a planetary 'dark night'. That has been talked about for the past year or so in many blogs and articles and podcasts and etc.
Each of us, each in our own way, is going through a version of this experience just now. The worst thing any of us can do is to distract ourselves from it, to ignore it, or to postpone moving through what simply needs to be moved through.
During the Post-Equinox Re-set Integration call the other day, the opportunity was given for each of us to receive a sign. An actual sign, meaning a symbol or feeling or sound that represents what we most need to get us through the transition that this month holds for all of us.
I usually do not receive something 'personal' during such an exercise and this was no exception. What I did see was the fluttering of butterfly wings. Luminescent wings fluttering out of a grey fog. That about sums it up, if you can see into the inner worlds right now. ;)
Very often, someone I mentor will hear me say "...defending." What is meant by that is that the person in question is letting their ego defend a fixed position. The voice coming out of the mouth is that of the ego, usually fear-driven (or terror or panic) and it is not that being's true voice at all. I am always completely aware of that fact.
Core issues, anyone? For a few years now, we have had things come back around. These issues we thought we had dealt with and moved beyond seem to have taken up permanent residence... to be transcended, then come around again.
The last revolutions of our core issues are, inherently and necessarily, held at the deepest levels of ourselves.